tsakee goes a-grocery shoppin

swimming with the empress' family

it was also a day i met the family of the dragon empress...

when i have a camera...

I click at everything and everyone I see...

pre-work party!

hitting the party scene with huney before work

Thought Processes Overwhelming

my mind can never be quiet.

i watch tv or read a book and thoughts suddenly hit me. i feel like I want to write about it. and then another comes and i want to write about it as well. and then another and a another....waaaaah!

i get too overwhelmed with the load that i stop.
i drink a glass of water,
pace back and forth,
and i see something,
and then somethings else hits me and i'm stomped.

i think.
i analyze.
i try to make sense of it.
my head starts to hurt.

stop!
pause!
silence...

then the thoughts start to creep back.
to do lists.
work issues.
family problems.
stress!

i start to do something. then somethings else catches my attention then the cycle starts again until i remember i started something already and that i need to finish it. frustrating huh?
its a double-edged sword that trains me to handle things all at the same time or fills my head with thoughts that can prevent me from handling and sorting my day.
and i have to live with it everyday...

Ouch

I read the forums today.
I saw a word you used that gripped my heart.

WIFE ...

I was happy to love you from the sidelines without expecting.
I was okay with simply being your no. 1 fan.
Why then is the thought of you getting married painfully overwhelming?
What hurts more is, if it's true, that I didn't even know anything.
Have we really lost touch?

weekends in puerto galera

Some of the photos i took when I went to the beach last weekend. There were too many people though and I hate the fact that they made my sanctuary such a commercial place. And now I have to find another beach thats close to Manila.



















puerto galera 2006

paintball in the eyes of a child

I miss playing so much! but i will back on the field soon. yes, hopefully soon! Thank for drawing this with me Thiru!

Everyone, PAC '06 (Paintball Asian Cup) is just around the corner! I wish I could go :(

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quick update: i found out that there is a paintball field super near my house. its at tiendesitas and they have games every sunday. YIPEEE!!!! I can even bring my whole team (from the call center that is), I am sooooo excited. I'm there next week for sure. Let me just get a tan for this weekend at my beach sanctuary--- Puerto Galera! paintball my luv...i'll see you next weekend.

Please...

three days is all i ask...
a need to dive into healing waters,
to take a trip to my sanctuary.
take refuge in a place,
where memories will always be positive.
i need to recharge and soothe the wounds.
i must go away,
even for just a lil while...
please God...please.


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Wasn't it said that all work and no play makes us dull? But why is it that when you make plans to play and refuse to take on a project, you can be tagged as unflexible.

When does responsibility to the work contract end and responsibility to self start?

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Chuckey sent me a SUNSHINE CAREBEAR to cheer me up!!
that's why I wub her!
and yes its called S-U-N-S-H-i-N-E Bear noh...
yes it is! because i want it to be called that..hmp...

Missing Paintball

Yes...Asian Cup '06 is just around the corner and I'm not sure I can go. I miss playing pb though. I really loved the rush of it. Hopefully I will be back soon. Now to find a field near my house...

Oh..and because of this I was able to crate art with a friend from Malaysia...yahoo is sooo wonderful it helps create things...



Terima kasih Thiru!

The Best Way to End a Long Day

i go to work on a holiday,
so that i could prepare materials for monday
and so I dont have to worry over the weekend.
and then a beautiful surprise on yahoo messenger...
it was wonderful talking to you again.
i believe sleep will be good tonight!



me: hey s-------h...I wanna stay and chat with ya alll morning...but arent you tired and need to rest....I dont want you collapsing from fatigue tomorrow...oh no...not the s-------h
him: come to think of it......i better sleep now...gotta wake up at 7am....
me: see that!!
me: even if I'm all the way here I have to remind you....
him: thanks,you're the bestest of the bestest!!!!
me: s-------h dont try to work too hard lah
him: okie...u too!
me: I'm the no. 1 fan...I gotta look out for the s-------h
him: you're my no.1 fan!!!! i gotta look out for you too!!!
me: awwww....I miss ya s-------h...youve always looked out for me!
him: i miss you too ! sigh....dunno when im coming over.....
him: chat with ya later.....loggin oooofffff....
me: sweet dreams! mwuah
him: muacks!
him: 5...4....3....2....1.....

Gas Station Roadtrip

No time for alot of other things...
I have 2 pending blogs that I'm still trying to publish.
I have to prepare to go "on board" for a whole week.
But this experience can't wait.
I just have to write about it.

I love roadtrips. I like the exchange of stories, the laughter and simply the experience of being in a car going to places. Tonight I had an unusual one.

We hit 4 gas stations in an hour. The mission was to try and change a certain amount of money into 100s, 50s and 20s denomination. I was with people from my previous center and the girls even took turns to try and charm the gas station cashier into giving us change. It even became a contest on who can change the biggest amount.

So there we were 4 girls and our boss driving around Ortigas trying to accomplish our mission. I really enjoyed it. It didnt matter if it just within the metro, but it good to have a great set of people to hang around with. I wouldn't say no to another opportunity.

Then after that, we were exhausted and HUNGRY (!!!!!!) that we had to drive to no where else but-Hap Chan to pig-out! Yumeeeh Yang Chow fried rice and Spareribs with Salt n Pepper. As Ceng said, "where have u been all my life?"

It's rally fun being surrounded by crazy people!

And So...I am a Child of Neptune

So the Sunshine SuperGirl, who seems to be on a gloomy day today directs me to this quiz...





What Planet Are You From?

this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim

And They Come and Go...

The group that I have been waiting for arrived today. I picked them up from the airport and took them to the dorm they will be calling home for the next 2 to 3 days.

They're all nice. All 10 guys and 3 ladies. Some of them had really pretty eyes. One was almost turquoise and the other a very light shade of blue. But they was one kabayan who particularly caught my attention.

They'll be leaving for an island soon. Then some to a place just south of the Philippines. So I don't know if I will be able to even get to know him more. But it was nice walking and exchanging a few witty remarks with him.

Geeez...talk about wearing ones heart-out-on-a-sleeve.