of names and symbols

was trying to do some research on name meanings and the etymology of names when I stumbled upon the website of hidden name meanings.

it said my name say this...

You have enormous vitality and originality making you a dynamic individual with great charm and sex appeal. You believe in putting hundred percent into all your activities of which there are many. You have potential to achieve great success in business or public affairs where your friendship and consideration of others wins you many allies. Your innate strength and determined effort is able to overcome any obstacles. Freedom is important to you.

i would agree about being dynamic (more of so many things happening at once), and in putting 100% in my many activities.

funny is that whether it be about me being a Gemini, or the meaning of my individual names (i have 2), even my native american totem being the Orca and now the hidden meaning in my name. They all say 2 things in common about me, that I want & like variety and that I value freedom. I'd have to agree as well.

In short, my sistah gege was right in tagging me as always inlove with life. i am madly in love with it.

choices

you always have a choice
(or at the very least influence)
to what happens in your life.

at the end of the day
what matters is you feel good
about who you have become
from the choices you make.

and if you dont,
believe that you can still make another choice,
to make you become better...then much better...
and even better...
day after day.

dear God,

i have this growing feeling in me
that i want to explore beyond my box
that i want to be able to see if i can exist
apart from what i deem comfortable

to pack my bags and open a new door
to another world that i do not know yet

i ask that you create doors for me
and remind me they can come in many shapes

i'd like to be able to go to a new place
for at least a year
this is my hearts wish

but it's mine

there is something that you want
you choose the path
and yet it seems the roads are long
the wait lead to questions
more and more questions lead you to doubt

and yet you tell yourself...
but this is MY dream

its based on how i see myself
and what i would want
it reflects my emotions
it has been shaped by my journeys
validated by the people i have met
shouldn't it be what i follow...
my own map to my own future...

can ones dream or personal legend be wrong?
if so how can we trust what is right?