Gimme back Blogger please..

we thought we almost lost you!
i couldnt handle that.
thanks G...
I am no longer a failure
hee...

Look-alike

he looks like my supahstah
though allan wu is singaporean
and my supahstah is malaysian
they really look-like. the smile. the eyes. the dimples.
i think i will be a fan of amazing race asia from now on.
aiyooooh!
hee hee

Enough Already!

I don’t want to compete with you.
I don’t want to step on your toes.
I do want to talk with you.
And I do want to understand you.
But how can I, if you refuse to speak with me.


Why do your friends criticize me physically?
I’m not trying to win a popularity contest
I find contentment in the friends I have kept

You wear me out.
What do you really want?
Just please tell me.
Once and for all.

Today I realize...

I might have almost given up,
but i didn't allow her to ruin my spirits.
Now I have a sense of peace,
in who I am and what I can be.
Not that I am better than her,
but rather because I am blessed.
With the maturity to cope and
friends that help make me a better person.
Not people that support me blindly.
But those that are not afraid to tell me
I am wrong.
That's how they look out for me.

And this is why I love them.
you guys know who you are.

This is the song playing over and over...

ME
by Paula Cole

I am not the person who is singing
I am the silent one inside
I am not the one who laughs at people's jokes I just pacify their egos
I am not my house, my car, my songs
They are only just stops along my way
I am like the winter
I'm a dark cold female
With a golden ring of wisdom in my cave

And it is me who is my enemy
Me who beats me up
Me who makes the monsters
Me who strips my confidence

I am carrying my voice
I am carrying my heart
I am carrying my rhythmn
I am carrying my prayers
But you can't kill my spirit
It's soaring and it's strong
Like a mountain
I'll go on and on
But when my wings are folded
The brightly colored moth
Blends into the dirt into the ground

And it's me who's too weak
And it's me who's too shy
To ask for the thing i love
And it's me who's too weak
And it's me who's too shy
To ask for the thing i love
That I love

I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better
Yes I know there's something better
Yes I know, yes i know, yes i know

That I love
But it's me
And it's me
But it's me

Disharmony, Dis Stress!!

you can have the spotlight if you want
i dont need the stress anyway
there are other ways for me to earn this
in more fun ways
by marketing i can even travel
be with people
that at the very least,
know how to take it slow.
here. have it all!

but then again i pity you
those emotions must be tiring
does frustration accompany it too?

well then walk on by
in your tree-less journey
while i soar the skies
on these spirited wings.

Sinaksaksagol

the mind is racing, make it stop
jumping from one topic to another
why can't i just focus?
from saturday's wedding
to the training meeting on friday
even finding a job that takes me travelling
ambot oi....
ang gulo...
even my languages are mixng up.
aiyooo!