Scream!

There’s a weird feeling that comes after being screamed at in public.

A part of me wants to scream back.
A part that wants to just cry.
And the part that wins is for me to do the right thing and speak to him and get to the bottom of things.

Yes the proper thing is to take a step back and think things through. Although fighting back the tears is slowly draining the fight out of me.
I need to acknowledge that I could have something to deserve that to which I need to own up and maybe even say sorry.

A take away is introspection that if that happens to me what will be my initial reaction.

If there is anything I do want to talk to him and just sort through the emotions. I don’t have to suck it up to him. But I also know that things like this is a 2-way street and being the older one need to initiate better teamwork.

spoondoolicks crunching

yeah spoondolicks!
a new term I got off of our British IT guy
it means moolah or datung to us Filipinos.

a month has passed since I moved into my own place
and there is so much to absorb for me.
everyday I am learning how to schedule and recently budget.
I have a long way to go with being successful with the latter.

calculated risks and i'll get there..