ANOTHER MESSENGER

yet another one sent by the Great Spirit. funny how they get better everytime. but they are also sent with the tag that says "not the one, but a proof that THE ONE exists."

my gratitude and the prayer that you continue to live your life with the extraordinary way of seeing things!

GOING PLACES

puerto galera has always been the place to go when I need to recharge my tired spirit, but this weekend was simply different. I WENT TO MINDANAO! It was a roadtrip from Cagayan de Oro, Iligan City and Bukidnon. What makes it even more exciting was being stuck with 3 adventurous people.

i have always abided by the fact that work should always be fun. and that's was how our Team CARAGAX (don't forget the x for X-factor!) works! true to their word...stick with them and you'll definitely go places. postering, looking out for comelec people, leafletting and field advertising has never been more fun. It was a roadtrip that took me away from the cruel world. from going to the maximum underdrive challenge and going all the way to valencia, bukidnon and who would forget the waterfall part. simply amazing!

i owe it to you bage dearie and mius huney. of course we didn't have to go that far if it wasn't for jo! Jesus H. Christ!!!

the french man

i found him! of course thank you google!!! he made me feel like a true princess, and nothing can beat that. despite the relationship being really short it was something I will never forget! and he's involved in independent films now, I'm proud of that! i miss him... i hope he emails back...

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love is game?

i don't understand this game anymore. it's tiring and I don't even know how I got in it in the first place.

i know I know where I stand with this man, we are friends...buddies. but I don't see why it still has to be difficult. could it be that I make it hard for me? i tell myself I am not expecting anything but when he doesn't show up I feel disappointed. it makes me ask if he's hiding something or if he just doesn't want to see me. argh! until when will I remain patient? i really don't know the answer to that. but as of this moment i still have a little voice inside me that says "keep on..." but once that goes away, I know its time to move on. my goodness! talk about having an effect on me.

i let this happen and I will see it through...